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2007-11-01T17:12:00.000-07:00

[ november.1st.2oo7 ]

Watashi wa, Camera Girl desu. ^^

Well.. as you can see by my short legs, colourfull scarf, and .. black bag, I have a new Camera.
Actually it's my dad's old Canon A20 (this -> ) I'm having so much fun with it, check it out on my DeviantArt Profile if you'd like : )

So yeah I've been taking many pictures, I think I must be though of as Camera Girl to the people taking the train. They look at me weird-ly.. ^.^" See I have to take the train morning and afternoon to get to school & back (i know, i know. -__-) & I often take pictures at these times, because the light is soft and natural. Early morning sun-rise and late-afternoon sunset. & It just happens to be Fall ^^ The most beautiful season of all, truly... magnificent.

I also found my pink mp4 in my boot. (lol Z'omg Yay :D)

Halloween left me crying, issues, issues...
As for my heart... Let's just say I'm single as usual and so lonelly...

I love Fall.

[ t h i s i s a l l f o r m y u p d a t e s .. ]

2007-10-15T20:02:00.000-07:00

[2.roads.&.1.confused.train]

In the last 2 weeks I met 3 guys, more friends! They're all cool in their own ways. Nico-chan hasen't forgiven me... I worry alot,& try to keep my distances and respect him.. Anyways... I have a big crush on someone...... aaaaah It's stressfull to fall in love. Especially after.... a bad experience...

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It's halloween in 15-16 days. Yes here in Canada it is cold my friends.. Matias comes from Chilli. He says it's curently like winter over there... wait till he sees our Deadly Snowstorms!!!

That's all for my update... see ya guys!

(o.u.p.s...)

2007-10-08T15:03:00.000-07:00

Konbanwa, it's 11:50PM.

Something really bad happened... so I had to change the website's link from this to, well, this. And my e-mail too, from kokoro.tiffy@hotmail.com to x.kokoro.tiffy@msn.com. Feel free to add me, the new one is for you internet-friends only : )

so... why change?
Well... it's horrible! T^T
To sum it up, a certain Nicolas of wich I was talking about in the previous article, found this blog and read that article. Ouch... The worst part is, It wasn't love. It was just a huge confusion... But now he won't ever talk to me again! He's really mad at me... I didn't tell him the truth, now he sees me like this big mess he's got to stay away from, I feel so terrible! He's one of my best friends in the world... Anyways, enough about my stupid feelings. *puts-them-in-a-secret-box*

I got my bangs re-cut, lots of new clothes, nico's girlfriend and me are finally talking, I spent a week-end shoping with my mom, and I just think Jo is soooooo adorable (sorry it sliped out.But it's so freaking true!) *giggles-like-a-johnny-depp-fangirl-getting-an-autograph* So It's not that hard to be strong, I'm kinda doing okai.

If anyone of you sent me their blogs, I feel very lonelly... I like to read peoples blogs, and you can garentee I'll comment. Send it to:
x.kokoro.tiffy@msn.com

arigato, -Tiffy.

2007-09-24T01:12:00.000-07:00

[laronde.september.23.2oo7]

[How.was.Laronde.]
Well, with everyone being there, I guess I could say it was awesum. Well... It was fun in general, but Ryuta got sick and people where laughing at him... I felt so bad for the guy (>.<') And to top that off I got real depressed towards the last 2 hours. But we took lots of [picks] and it was still a fun day.

I understood practicly e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g. the Jap guys where saying, and speeking a bit too, wich is amazing. But why the sadness I wondered...

[going.back.home]
After the trip, when the metro finally got wherever we were supposed to get off, I was supposed to go home with lizza and call my dad to pick me up, wich I really didn't want to do cause I didn't want to ask 3 times in 1 week to stay at her house.
I ended up in Nico's car with Jo, then his mom invited me for super before his dad could drive me home.

[Nick's.House]
Gee, I was quite shy, in the home of the guy that had occupied my thoughts for 1 year... accompanied by a real cute exchange student from Japan >_<' But it was very pleasent at the smae time looolll I had super with very little apetite, but his dad shure was glad I liked his shrimps ^^' His mom talks alot and very quicly so I couldn't pick up much of her Japanese. Nick's room is a museum !

[disaster.strikes]
Jo was browsing Nico's CD collecion.
I was on the bed enjoying the music and drinking water. Nick was on his CP. I felt confortable yet shy to be in a room with 2 guys. Then, nico told me that lizza wanted to talk to me on msn & that it didn't look too good. She was so mad at me. She though I did on per pas to plan to get stuck at her house to sleep over. She thinks I'm abusing her hospitality. She didn't believe me. She wrote these 'hahaha' s and said she's gona make me feel bad. It had allready worked more than enough. I was allready trying not to cry in front of Jo & Nicolas. I felt horrible.

[disaster.strikes.part.2]
Then things sort of shifted... and not for the best.
Nico comes and asks if I'm okay. He could see right threw me. I was stressing alot and he read that I was embarassed of talking to her in the room with the guys, he said not to be. He told me I was in his house, and that even if I auften feel bad about having many problems, that it was okai to talk about it with him. He sat me don and made me explane. He gave me a mini massage, told me to relax, put my favorite music(Dbsk) on, and asked permission to read our conversation. The sadness started to shift. I wanted to die. Like it wasn't enough that my favorite of friends who allways trusted me turned against me and will probably never trust me again, but here I was, in the room of nico that I had forgoten about for 4 months, only to find out I was still in love with him. I felt terrible. And he tried to un-stress me, I was holding back the tears real hard. But he didn't know that such a terrible thing switched back on in me. I wanted to go home. As much as I didn't want to leave nico's side I wanted to run to the bathroom or go home and stay away from him. But I didn't say a word and kept it in. This sort of thing can never be revealed, he was just starting to believe I just wanted to be friends. When I got back I went to my room. The tears were streaming down my face. My friend hated me and I found out I still loved nico. I was fucking lost.

It's 4:56 AM, I hardly slept at all. I'll go take my shower now. I don't know if I can wait for my appointment with Jean-Philipe at the end of the day. And the worst part is I feel like I need nico. This can't be happening.

ಌ ☆○•♂

2007-09-14T18:50:00.001-07:00

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fall is officialy here in 9 dayz

Well... School started about 2 weeks ago
I have to take 1 train & 2 buses to get to and back from school, but it's worth it, trust me.
Last year was the most dark, difficult, and dramatic year of my life. With being crazy in love with Akira, I thought my life would never be the same again. Well... It got better. As a matter of fact, things are finally going well for me this year. I finally genuinly feel like my life is perfect...

I Autumn
I walk every morning and afternoon, and there's allways a painting in the sky and a fresh wind for me :) Then I get to see the sun rise on the lake from the train, and later on, the sun seting. I like to listen to the collage kids talking to each other, they're so mature, smart, and well balance, I admire them. I read my love Hina mangas in the buses. At school, I'm starting from scratch, I'm understanding things much better. I share a locker with Mimi :)

Lunch with Friends
Matias, Jo, and Girgi. 3 exchange students whom are temporarily attending our Canadian School. Lunch time is amasing since they've been here. At the lunch time, we are presently 2 greeks, 1 cambodian, 1 indian, 1 jap-iranian, 1 jap-armenian, 1 japanese, and 1 spanish-belge :P
We're all friends, that's great. Matias(the spanish-belge) and me enjoy learning Japanese from our fellow Japanese speakers, and I especially enjoy listening to them speak to each other and trying to understand as much as possibly. They don't know I'm doing that :P

LaRonde
Laronde is the theme park here in Quebec. We're all going next Sunday! Wow... Laronde in Autumn with my favorite friends! Including 3 cute Japs!! lol I can't wait.

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Let's Learn Japanese!

2007-08-26T08:53:00.000-07:00

[ohayo gozaimasu minna san!]

Today I decited to show you guys (the... people visiting this blog in the future) something really cool. Just a few episodes of this has helped me alot earlyer while studying Japanese, and I'm back on:

''Let's Learn Japanese'' is a video-based Japanese language study course for English speakers produced by The Japan Foundation.
[wikipedia]

It's like real Japanese Lessons, and they make it so easy for you to fully understand. They even have sketches to give you examples of everyday use!

It's available on YouToube thanks to Aploosh!
just click here.

my opinion:
I've only been watching the first 5 episodes of the series by far, but I can say this. When I found it, I was sooooo glad, it was like a gift! If you are also studying Japanese alone, online, either you have or you will figure out that without a teacher, it's very very veeery hard. (yet possible) This helps Alot, If you can learn everything of the entire series, than you allready know alot, and it's much easyer than trying to figure out what these Japanese learning websites are trying to stuff in your mind.

One more thing, I hope you don't have a fobia of old clothing because this show dates far back... =P

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JDorama Updates 4 u ~

2007-08-25T12:05:00.000-07:00

[ konbanwa minna-san] ,

Aah... the neverending bordum of the last week of summer.
It feels like summer has laster 2 years T^T Especially sinse I didn't see any of my friends or go out anywhere special... Plus I'm having technical doughnuts... **I mean -Difficulties- --- with my diet ^^' and I'm under so much --stress-- I feel I'm gona Expload.

->Thankfully
theres... YAMASHITA TOMOHISA DRAMA POWA!!

K u r o s a g i

Episode Download Links (not uploaded by me!)

1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 / 11 (Final)

P r o p o s a l D a i s a k u s e n

Youtube Episode Links (not uploaded by me!)

episode 2 / part:
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episode 10 / part:
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episode 11 (final)
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I watched all of Kurosagi (it was amazingly good)
and some of Proposal Daisakusen. I was too lazy to post Nobuta wo Puroduce especially sinse... there's no certainty that anyone is even ever going to visit this blog X__x" If you'd like me to post it as well, just notifye me in the comments, I'll be glad to. Sorry about the missing episodes of Proposal Daisakusen!
Next time I'll post some Matsumoto Jun! I'm currently watching Gakusen after I just finished Kimi wa Petto....

Ja ne,
-Tiffy-chan

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intro

2007-08-25T10:17:00.000-07:00

name: Tiffany Gabrielle
nicknames: Tiff, Tiffy-Tiff, Tiffy, Tiffy-chan
age: 15
Birth Date: May 28 1992
Height: 5'4
Nationnality: 1/2 Canadian 1/2 Greek
Languages Spoken: French and English
Language Studying: Japanese
Favorite Season: Autumn
defaults: shy, unstable, forgetfull
qualities: perserverent, nice, creative
favorite food: sushi and seafood
favorite drink: Iced Capucino and ice cold Green Tea with Honey and Gensing :D
favorite desert: sundae :3

Likes:
Japan, Jdoramas, PoPular Asian music in General, reading, wrighting, drawing, nature, being outside, people who are true, people to who you can open up to and trust, and who can open up to you and trust you too (in other words, friendship :P), relaxing outside and doing nothing for a while (lol kind of like meditating I guess...) making new Friends online! (pardon me for being shy at first though... Ill warm up ^^'')

Dislikes:
bugs, obnoxious careless people, fake personalities in goal of ganing attention, I'm not crazy about movie star fasion

e t c :
I have A.D.D. ... attention deficite desorder, but It's hardly a desorder at all, and It's fated away over the years :P
I like to create my own nicknacks like kawaii kaoanis neclaces and pins!!! ^^
P.S. im emmotionnal and moody and as you can see i TALK ALOT lol

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fewww! My mind hurts.
IF YOU DON'T KNOW ME BY NOW . . . welll then something's wrong :P

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